Baja Mommy

 I've decided that trying to write a post when your heart is as full as mine is near impossible! I have so much to share with you all!  A few weeks ago i had one of those encounters with God that is so tangible and real you feel like He is sitting next to you. One of those moments where all you can say is "whoa.." He completely rocked my world and gave me clarity on some things where there was total darkness. I can't even begin to describe the experience but all I can say is that i feel like a new person! The Lord showed me that i wasn't living a purpose driven life- that i wasn't living for the Kingdom but for myself, right here right now. I wasn't loving others the way Christ loves and i wasn't taking advantage of what the Lord was doing in me. I hadn't fully surrendered things to God and still had a tight grip on things i wasn't willing to give up for Him. In this moment with God, i gave it up to Him. 100%- every want, every desire, eve...

I know I know, It's been over a month since my last post- my apologies! Husband and I have been in CA visiting family, attending weddings and escaping the heat! We had an absolute wonderful time but now it's back to work and reality! This morning i woke up with a heavy heart. It's one of those mornings where I'd like to just stay in bed and hide for awhile. Ever have those moments? Where it all seems to be too much and instead of facing what's coming at you you'd rather dodge it. Yeah. That's my morning! I sat down with my Bible and my Journal determined not to let sadness get in the way- I was flipping through older posts in my journal and came across something i wrote only a few weeks ago on our trip. this is 100% me, my words: "Stop asking "why" God has me where i am but ask "How" Can i Glorify Him where He has me. Life is not about my wants and desires- It's about Jesus. Having the perfect house, in the perfect town, with...